Benci Tapi Sayang

I hate to feel lonely when I know I have you. I hate to share you with other things even your job. I hate it when I have to do something stupid to get your attention. I hate to keep on fighting with you everyday. I hate it when you keep silent and not talking to me. I hate it when you just heard me but not listening. I hate it when I have to searching for a tissue and not your shoulder anymore. I just hate this feeling.